Friday, January 3, 2020
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I have come to learn that more often than not we come to regret the things that we don't do over those that we do! The same goes for those things that you want to say yet never get a chance or find that right moment to say them untill the unexpected occurs and that person ceases to be and you never get a chance to say those things to them ever again. Its been over a year since you left us and I have yet to understand or accept that you are gone so I still speak of you in the fist person and still dial your cell phone number just to hear the voice mail. Maybe this isn't the forum to say that one thing that I wanted to tell you yet never had the chance but again if I don't do this now I will someday come to regret it, There were many time that you and I sat and had long conversations straight from the heart. A heart that was deeper and more loving than most people who didn't have the honor to have known you would ever guess that you had. You always listened and always gave me the best advice that you could possibly come up with, most of the time with no regard to how I was going to fell about the advice. because sometimes I needed you to tell me exactly what I was doing without sugarcoating it. Raw and to the point but never with malice, it was always in my best interest always with love. You one day told me that you wished that you were more like me. You looked up at me and explained how you thought I was so smart and confident and a bunch of other great qualities that I had. That day I made a joke about what he said and brushed it off and I never told you what I really thought about that. Today I will leave here what I think and what I wanted to tell you that day. Tommy the reality is that I truly wish that I was more like you, more like you in every way possible. Your heart, your soul, your presence, loyalty, respect and I can go on and on and on. We obviously had our disagreements however when you were wrong you promptly admitted it and asked for forgiveness in such way that I could never deny the request and just hug it out and continue on that path of friendship in witch we were on. I wish that wherever you are you can read theses words and know today that I always wished to be more like you. You were and always will be a better person than I could ever be. I will keep living and keep your memory intact as I strive to be more like the man that you were! You will always remain as my hero and the one that I look up to everyday. I miss you, I will always miss you, you shaped my life in ways that you will n ever know. I am truly blessed for having known you and truly sad for having to let you go. I love you in this life and in the next!!
YOUR BROTHER ALAYS AND UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN --------------------------------------------------------------------- IGANCIO LAGO
